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It's oh so quiet ...

May 16, 2016 game dev

The internet can be a lonely place sometimes.

Self-doubt. When I started this 'adventure', I assumed it would be easy to find, and connect to like-minded people.

Was I wrong about this ...

Just like in 'real life', most people don't care about you, or about what you're trying to do. And just like in 'real life', most people find it easier to talk down to you than being supportive.

Mind you, this is not a complaint. I'm just stating facts.

After the release of Finding Fifi last year, I lost my courage.

Learning all the skills required to create a game (no matter how small) whilst having a job and juggling 'real life' is a tall order on the best of days.
Doing this without any support at all ... :-(

I have asked myself over and over again : 'Why am I doing this ? Why do I spend all my energy and time on something nobody cares about ?'

The answer :
'Because I can't help myself. Because the feeling of having created something is the best feeling ever.'